Please tell me something,
and do not lie. Is something fading between you and I? I've noticed changes in the recent past and waited patiently, hoping it wouldn't last. I give everything I can give you, but what's given back seems long overdue. You say nothing is wrong and you are just fine, acting as if the problem is mine. Something is different, not like it was before. I'm doing my best, trying to restore The way we showed love to one another without crowding you or trying to smother. I just need to know if one thing is true. Do you still love me as much as you used to?
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Outside lives a girl with a smile that will brighten up the room,
yet inside hides a girl with a frown full of despair. Outside lives a girl with eyes of joy that bring you to ease, yet inside hides a girl shedding tears of sadness. Outside lives a girl with a beautiful laugh that's contagious, yet inside hides a girl screaming her lungs out in unwanted anger. Outside lives a girl with the personality everyone envies, yet inside hides a girl full of insecurities and shame. Outside lives a girl who is fearless and tough, yet inside hides a weak girl who lives in fear. Outside lives a girl full of life, yet inside hides a girl full of pain, wanting to die. Outside lives a girl with a perfect image, yet inside hides a girl with regrets and mistakes. Outside lives a girl of innocence, yet inside hides a girl with tremendous guilt. Outside lives a girl with goals and aspirations, yet inside lives a girl lost in confusion. What you see on the outside is my personal disguise. What hides underneath, you can't even begin to imagine. As I think about the distance,
I start to crave your brilliance. I dream to see you for an instant. Without you I question my existence. When I look at the sky, I think about the time. How fast will it fly? How much will I cry? Why are you so unique? How are you so complete? You're someone I cannot critique, As you always bring me relief. To you, I can write a gig About how your heart's so big And how my soul you rigged, How our hearts just clicked. Unlike my future profession, Your love I do not question. I forbid you to be another lesson. You and I are destined to be caressing. Sadness is the feeling I get When I think of leaving you again. Know that you're not just another friend; You're someone to whom my poems I send. We slip beneath the pillow's spell
And drift from heaven and into hell To lose control of conscious mind The secrets of our soul to find. A timeless journey fills our being. The blind man now becomes all-seeing. The lonely now becomes the lover. The childless wife a loving mother. Reflection of our dormant fears Once woken may reduce to tears. With sleep the master free to prey On untold thought which nightly stray. Accepts you as you are
Believes in you Calls you just to say Hi Doesn't give up on you. Envisions the whole of you even the unfinished parts. Forgives your mistakes Gives unconditionally Helps you Invites you over Just be with you Keeps you close at Heart Loves you for who you are makes a difference in your life Never Judges Offers Support Picks you up Quiets your fears Raises your spirits. Says nice things about you Tells you the truth when you need to hear it Understands You Values You. Walks beside you Explains things you don't understand Yells when you won't listen and Zaps you back to reality. Tissue, Tissue, Blow
Repeat 6 days; Who knew it could take so long. Not 1, not 2, not 3 or 5, But 6 days of not being strong. 6 days; I missed a lot in those day’s. Missed school, missed work, I truly missed all the craze. 6 days; I had the time to do what I wanted. I couldn’t go out, but I could watch tv? Who am I kidding, I felt so haunted. Tissue, Tissue, Blow Repeat When the cold, harsh winter has given its last breath,
When the sky above shows life instead of death, When the claws reaching to the frozen sky become decorated with leaves, When the animals -long in hiding- scurry from trees, We know winter has ended. When the frost on grass is replaced with sweet dew, When the fields become dotted with flowers, reminding me of you, When the lonely silence becomes filled with melodies, When you feel warm air, erasing bad memories We know winter has ended. When the hard, bare ground becomes painted with green, When the frost-bitten air becomes fresh and clean, When the coats and boots are all stored away, When the playgrounds become occupied again with child's play, We know winter has ended. When you hear the pleasant sound of children's laughter, When the air is filled with joy- long sought after, When the world is filled with sunlight, brighter and longer, When the song of Mother Nature becomes stronger, Spring has begun. The music takes my soul
Takes it through the wind, and around the autumn trees As the earth turns slowly Each song, makes me wonder what really goes on while I'm asleep. As a disco ball shines through my dreams. I wish I was awake, as the music plays. And wished instead of school, I'd get to party and dance all day. As one song makes you move, and happy The other makes you cry, and sappy. Each song with its own act, Life reacts back. As each tune, makes you the way you are That's why I'm kind of bizarre. It's hard to believe your song, is more than just a song Or a bell is more than a bell. And a voice, could be as bad as hell You could lose your soul Regain it again, each feeling fills you full As each tune tells you what to do. Nothing is better than the feeling of the music's 'tude. I gave you happiness
You accepted it I offered you care You embraced it I gave you love You accepted it I gave you a lot But you took everything I asked for happiness You hurt me I asked for care You ignored me I asked for love You pushed me away I asked for a little But you kept it all I gave you the possibility To hurt me deeply When I loved you You took an advantage of that You're not dead In this real Cruel world But in my heart You no longer exist There is just A hole As deep and powerful As our friendship Once was Once upon a time Up there With the universes The universe Of all the things I'd like to forget Day after day same monotonous routines
Work and more work is that all it means From this moment onwards until I'm old, Be walking to work, rain, snow and cold Depressed and lifeless beyond belief I'll be frail and old before I find relief Tired and bleary and eyes like lead Thinking, can it be any worse if I was dead Where there are no more worries or heartache But I have to struggle with life, for family's sake So similar are the days, they all seem hazy Another 50 odd years left, I can see myself going crazy To sleep for an eternity. And wake up refreshed Ready to take on the years that are left That dream I'll have to wait for, for when I'm in my grave Knowing my luck, it'll be my old dull life that I'll crave But where there is a will ... I'll find a way I will battle up life's hill. Day after day Like many who have come and gone before me, I will survive and succeed, just wait... you'll see |
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